Flavours of Independency

In my last post i said about headache. Being an headache to others literally a burden, a kind of unretarded responsibility. This always happens when you have to depend upon someone for something. May be you dont want to be depended, but its your surroundings/situations that makes you helpless and needy.
The worst part in it is accounting with things related to it. For each and everything you do, your retrieve is counted, each thing is blabbered and repeated. So independency is the one that everyone wish that particular stage of dependency which often arises btwn 14-25 yrs of old.
Either you speak less about me or mine would be much higher.. SPEAK-LESS. This is my policy. This blabbering is certainly the most unacceptable thing in the world.
I have mine to open and this never shut untill you get things back in. And i seriously dont wish to open it out. But sometimes things go wrongs and be the fault that you dont wish to utter.
I seriously dont love this surrounding. I know am blessed with certain. Still, for the way i am; I am at the peak of adjustment, at the peak of dependency. Once this knot gets tighter and tighter, it would break, it has be! Probably no one can fix it. The flavours of independency is always lovely. Once you take a sip, you would let the cup down.

Dated 15-3-2017

Isha💙