Flavours of Independency

In my last post i said about headache. Being an headache to others literally a burden, a kind of unretarded responsibility. This always happens when you have to depend upon someone for something. May be you dont want to be depended, but its your surroundings/situations that makes you helpless and needy.
The worst part in it is accounting with things related to it. For each and everything you do, your retrieve is counted, each thing is blabbered and repeated. So independency is the one that everyone wish that particular stage of dependency which often arises btwn 14-25 yrs of old.
Either you speak less about me or mine would be much higher.. SPEAK-LESS. This is my policy. This blabbering is certainly the most unacceptable thing in the world.
I have mine to open and this never shut untill you get things back in. And i seriously dont wish to open it out. But sometimes things go wrongs and be the fault that you dont wish to utter.
I seriously dont love this surrounding. I know am blessed with certain. Still, for the way i am; I am at the peak of adjustment, at the peak of dependency. Once this knot gets tighter and tighter, it would break, it has be! Probably no one can fix it. The flavours of independency is always lovely. Once you take a sip, you would let the cup down.

Dated 15-3-2017

Isha💙

Some Curses are like..

Have you ever heard someone cursing you? Perhaps a hater/enemy would curse you and you wont give a shot about that! But what if your nearones? What if your family does that.
Giving a curse isnt a big deal for you when you do that! Like its a method to get you down in a existing frustration at a particular moment when you are really mad at them. Its a kind of instant adrinaline rush that makes you speak those words which may or may not be effecting that individual.  When you are being called as a good for nothing,useless or like bitch you wont go/grow good and list goes on;on the things that are under the curse catagory. While hearing these there may not be any change in you, but the change occurs when the speaker is one near!
Ooouhchhh...! It hurts like hell...
Eh..err! sorry that was about my headache.
Neverthless; just due to my sleeplessness.
Since we are saying about headache,
it is of 2 type:
1. The kind of pain you feel it under yourself somewhere near cerebra, cerebellum or medulla oblangata
2. And another is the pain caused on someothers head because of you, or literally the so called being the headache to others.
I seriously hate the short tempered people, coz no one one what the hell that man is going to say in that short amount of time (sometimes i even include in that catagory). These short tempered are those whose makes these quick curse. Never know if that is going to be on your head or not. But still this is an ultimate thing that exist, never know where does your denstiny gets you on.
Dated:13-3-2017

Isha💙