Not Every Wishes Fulfill..

Have a count on things that you wish for everyday..!  Like when you see an old choclate wrapper a kind of wish comes to you to grab it for real and flick the hunger in that right moment.
See those are the wishes you make, something you want or something you want to happen. So these are about the wishes.
Does your every wish get fulfilled. I guess 90% of it are utterless.  Just a few may come true that too by coincidence.
Now think about your dreams. Whats the difference btw a wish and a dream. I requote a famous quotation by Dr.APJ Abdul kalam- Dream isn't that you have in sleep. But that which never let you sleep.
When i say, i have a dream; that dream always fly in my head, Every moment i think about it. But wish is thay which stays for a moment or two.
Sometimes the wish you make at certain wrong time may go nd fly, that turns out to be your dream. And that left undone just leaves you in lot of unhappiness. So wishes can really be bad at times.
If a wish you make has gone wrong or that left undone, it doesnt make sense of blaming on your fate. Its not your fault.. Nothing in this world can go right if every mens wishes get fulfilled.
Its fine on having some serious wishes. But think of its practical side. Even we believe on the myth of "Nothing is impossible". But when your dream doesnt come true. Then be drake, its only because of your fault. You can blame others. But not on your fate. Its just that your lack of intimacy towards that dream.
Wishes and dreams are a small part of your big life, where one can go wrong and another can't. Its your destiny, your lifelongs..  happy life is on the vibe you acquire.....
Good vibe ☺

My Relationship Status 💑

Now it has been about 15 months though i have been in a relationship. The way i have got in my relation was extremly different. Everything was different from the normal. No dates, No calls, No pranks, No partys & So on... So i say it wad different. I would rather say 'Unique'.. The thing i use everywere..
Even we both wanted to flirt with each other, things turned out Ice. He was throwing a ball to try his luck and i was the basket that kept changing the position. Finally both stood still & the ball landed safely in the basket.
In the begining things were cool but not that smooth.. we were like ok now we are in a relation what next..! What do other couples do when they get into a relation? Since both of us was a newbie in a serious relationship but still had the thing had inside..
So we there we never knew where to start, how to keep on and all the stuffs.. primarily we always had short talks & small love texts at the end of the day.
Later on it went on cute.. the moments where you cant stop blushing which comes without a knock. Bothering about eachother, having each other as the top most priority, waiting for text and the so called "madnness" was stuck.. And So we where LOVESTRUCK💙
The colour blue always had a key role in our love things... i love this damn colour soo much and so do him... 
We saw less, we never met. Even if by chance were as a trespasser. In the total tym of 1 nd half yr of knowing each other we never met our eye for not more than 10 sec. Unique in its way right. We never had  long late nyt chats everynight, we never hungout. Still the immense love was there somewhere. We would have special dates virtually which would mean a lot. And days would pass by & things were straight on the plain graph.
Then later on few things mattered up & things went so cold. I had spent lot of night weeping under the pillow.. lone at nights staring at the beams of light crying all the heart out & cursing myself for falling for him..
Almost a round off of 3 months, i could only view a blurred image for were no things were clear. Figuring out was even much difficult.. Those days were full of worst nightmares.
And later i was convinced. But still the days were haunting me.. Each time my head keeps on reminding about those nyts. But here heart took ahead of head.. Strange right, your head and heart never agree one thing. Both have different opinion. And then on am following what my heart has to say..  Since then there has lot of up and downs.. may be the downs for the most.
Figuring out the things seems so difficult. Since things are virtual i never know the insidiness inside. What ever happens my love forsure is genuinly true. Things matters so much for me. Love is all bout sacrifise and adjustment... where am going on with the things.. I never know what are faults i make, things i do or dont. I dont get know what i do wrong in his sense... because he never say..  he never react on things..
The prime thing i see about is we still are'nt that big friend thing..  A good friendship has never peeked into our chapters..
Love is not only about romance, dates,kisses & making love. Well am the clear evidence overhere.. They say Love is about understanding, care, trust and what all... i never saw such things And i scribble these much of verse on my love.  I go round thinking is this LOVE Or may be like what the hell is this Love. But i guess this is my headwritten thing to have a so-called love.  In case someone had specially designed and carved out only for me. Only i know this things and thereby future depends only on him; he & his way, his direction & his directions. Currently i can never think of having anyone else excpt him...  Even if there be an end i dont have things left for anyone else.  Am drained out.. 
My Relation is yet incomplete. A big fill up space is blank which is yet to be filled..